Santana,
I didn’t mean to fall in love with him. Honest, S. I had just started dating him because I thought he was a robot, which was pretty cool, and because you were angry at me. And then we had sex and he told me that it was his first time, and he got angry at me, and I didn’t like that. Normally I don’t care if people are angry at me, but I got really scared that he would leave me like you did. So I went out with him again, and again, and then we became official, and then…I don’t know. I just fell in love with him. I don’t know when. Maybe when he took me out to feed the ducks, or showed me how he made his wheels light up or when he sang that song for me. I love you, S, but I love him too, and I can’t hurt him like you hurt me. I’m sorry.
Love, Brittany
